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Chapter 24: U.S. Army Airborne School (October 1981) Fort Benning, Georgia
This chapter is about the greuling training at the U.S. Army Airborne School where I eventually earned my Parachutis Badge.

Anthony Carbone
Sep 1811 min read


Chapter 23: Chemical Officer Basic Course at Fort McClellan, Alabama (June — October 1981)
BELIEVE NOTHING YOU HEAR, AND ONLY HALF OF WHAT YOU SEE — A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Orders for the U.S. Army...

Anthony Carbone
Sep 1611 min read


Chapter 22: My Senior Year at Notre Dame
BELIEVE NOTHING YOU HEAR, AND ONLY HALF OF WHAT YOU SEE — A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth I returned to Notre Dame...

Anthony Carbone
Aug 3118 min read


Chapter 21: ROTC Advanced Camp — Summer of 1980
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth Time for Army ROTC Advanced Camp After finishing my junior year at Notre Dame — three years of increasingly difficult Military Science courses, drill, and early morning PT — it was finally time for the…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Aug 2212 min read


Chapter 20: Junior Year at Notre Dame
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See — A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth Return to Notre Dame I flew back to Notre Dame on Saturday, August 25, 1979, ready to start my junior year at Notre Dame. I used to love flying into Saint Joseph County Airport [SBN] and…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Aug 1918 min read


Chapter 19: The Summer of 1979 — Fort Leavenworth to Boston
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See — A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth Return to Home in Fort Leavenworth, Kansas I had just wrapped up my sophomore year at Notre Dame when I returned to Fort Leavenworth, Kansas, where my parents and two younger sisters were…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Aug 149 min read


Chapter 18: Sophomore Year at Notre Dame
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See — A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth Return to South Bend for 2nd Year After a much-needed Christmas break with my family at Fort Leavenworth, it was time to return to South Bend and face another grueling semester. This would by my sophomore year…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Aug 1017 min read


Chapter 17: Winter Break, Second Semester at Notre Dame & Summer Fun
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See — A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth Christmas Break at Fort Leavenworth As soon as I finished my last final examination at Notre Dame, which was on the absolute last day of finals on December 22nd, I ran back to…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Aug 116 min read


Chapter 16: My first semester at Notre Dame
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See — A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth My First Week of College at Notre Dame By the time the first official week of college began, our long summer of anticipation was finally over. The buzz of orientation events and the…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 2821 min read


Chapter 15: Registration Day at Notre Dame
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See — A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth First Official Morning at Fisher Hall I woke up early on my first official morning at Fisher Hall. The room was still unfamiliar, and everything felt strangely quiet. I slipped out of bed,…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 226 min read


Chapter 14: First 24 Hours Under the Golden Dome
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See — A memoir of Service, Shame and the Search for Truth My New Home–Fisher Hall My father walked me over to my new home, Fisher Hall — one of Notre Dame’s newer and quirkiest dormitories. Not the historic, charming, ivy-covered palaces like St. Edward’s Hall or…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 2210 min read


Chapter 13: The Summer Between
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth The Summer of 1977: Family to Fort Leavenworth and I to College The summer of 1977 marked a huge transition in my life — the bridge between childhood and independence, high school and college, Germany…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 228 min read


Chapter 12: Bad Kreuznach, Germany; Duty, Discipline and a Defining Choice
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Bad Kreuznach Germany Dad transfers to 8th Infantry Division HQ and I Enter Bad Kreuznach American High School It was mid-junior year, right around New Year’s Day 1976, when my life changed again. We moved…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 2218 min read


Chapter 11: Dad Gets His Tank Battalion Command and I Continue High School in Mannheim, Germany
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Dad Gets Orders for Germany Again And Command of a Tank Battalion In the summer of 1973, my father received orders to return to West Germany and take command of a tank battalion in Mannheim…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 2221 min read


Chapter 10: Dad Gets Assigned to the Pentagon and We Move to Woodbridge, Virginia
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Dad Gets Orders for the Pentagon & We Move to Woodbridge, Virginia Job at the Pentagon In the late summer of 1971, we arrived in Woodbridge, Virginia, just in time for the start of the school year.…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 2211 min read


Chapter 9: MACV-SOG: My Father’s Top Secret Mission as a Black Operations Green Beret
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Distintivie Unit Patches, Flashes, and Badges of the Special Operations: Military Assistance Command Vietnam–Studies & Observation Group (MACV-SOG) The Vietnam War was America’s longest and most controversial conflict, and at its murky core lay a…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 2211 min read


Chapter 8: Return to Heidelberg, Our Second Tour of Germany
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Second Tour in Heidelberg, Germany When I was ten years old, our family once again packed up our lives and headed overseas — this time for our second tour in Germany. My father had received…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 228 min read


Chapter 7: Command & General Staff College at Fort Leavenworth
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Return to the Command & General Staff College as a Tactical Instructor After returning from Vietnam, the Army sent my father to the Command and General Staff College (CGSC) at Fort Leavenworth. This wasn’t just…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 227 min read


Chapter 6: A Year in Vermont as Dad Returns to His Alma Mater
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Return to Norwich University After completing his tour of duty in Korea, my father received new orders that must have filled him with pride: he was to return to his alma mater, Norwich University —…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 226 min read


Chapter 5: Dad’s First Tour of Duty in Vietnam (1966–1967)
<p>Believe Nothing You Hear, and Only Half of What You See—A Memoir of Service, Shame, and the Search for Truth Assignment to MACV as Cavalry Tactical Advisor in Vietnam In 1966, the war in Vietnam escalated, and our family felt its reach personally. My father received orders from the Pentagon to deploy to the Republic…</p>

Anthony Carbone
Jul 227 min read
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